It has been almost 6 years since we split up so I don't understand why after this amount of time he would still be running through my mind like a catchy tune. We only dated a year and 6 months but during that time period I had the best time of my life. I miss the days that we had together which could be the root cause of my thoughts of him. However, sometimes it is much deeper than that. Sometimes I look at the empty spot on the bed beside me and wish that he was there. I want to smell his cologne again and hear his truck pulling into my drive way. I miss hauling truck loads of logs with him 2 hours away and the way that it felt being in his arms. I miss his smile and his laugh and the way his eyes lit up whenever he looked at me. I simply cannot get over him. Of course I don't cry or anything like that and of course it is a lot easier to deal with now than it was even a year after our break up but I mean, almost 6 years later and he still consumes my thoughts? If anyone asks me, he was still one of the best parts of my life.
Should I call him? Or should I just leave the past in the past?
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It wasn't a bad break up and there was no abuse involved. In fact, we stayed friends for a good 2 years after that and he visited me often. He still keeps in contact with me from time to time.