I met a guy and we had sex pretty early, cause I actually initiated it, but he has been writing me after it a lot!!! I am not used to it at all, cause most of the times the guys disappear for a few days or start playing some games, but this guy seems to be very nice. He texted me right after and he seems very into me. He obviously wants more sex, but he has not pressured me and he answers all my texts and it's going very well... too well for me I guess :/
I am not yet very into him, I do like him kind of (we've just met), but I don't need to meet someone too often. I do enjoy the attention, but I dont know if I want to go further. I also enjoy spending time with him, but I think there is no future, and I dont want to get too attached. If I spend more time with him, this might happen cause he is treating me very nicely and he is very attentive. BUT since i've only had messed up relationships and met assholes, I am used to that... I don't even care now if a guy doesn't text me after we meet, cause it's opens up new opportunities...
I seem to like bad, assshole behaviour more?
I have to add that I am not a very emotional person. I don't even believe in love. I honestly think it's just a biochemical process and I also don't believe that love is long-lasting. it just disappears after guys get what they want, get the girl, then no one really cares about the other.