we kept dating a week or two later he asked me to be his girl again i told him i was scared.. he said so am i.. and he dropped the subject..
after that i just started foolin around with him then id leave right after.. even when he didn't want me to go.. but it was just because i didn't no how to handle it.. i like him ALOTTTT like ALOTTT i can see myself being with him forever.. but im just terrified..
when i became distant and leaving right after sex.. he lost hope in me.. and started dating other girls.. and we started talking less.. he is a mma fighter.. and he got his jaw broke.. soon as i found that out it hit me all at once.. I KNEW I LOVED HIM!! FORREAL!! i came to his house fixed him mashed potatoes took care of him but this girl called.. and he told me that he's been talkin too her for a few weeks when me and him was not talking.. and him and her are together..
i immediately knew i waited too long i played games i kept telling him no when in reality i loved him..
he stayed with her for 3 months it was a veryyy long distance phone relationship he only flew to her house twice for a week at a time..
i didn't want to give up on him.. so i continued to be there for him.. i ended up telling him i loved him.. and he didn't say anything.. a few hours later while watching tv.. he looks at me and says.. i no i didn't say it b4.. but i love u.. and i never thought it was possible but i feel like i love her too.. and im stuck.. he's like its not fair for any of us.. i to