What do I do? Does he still like me?

Im so in love with him but I pushed him away because I was scared. We first hooked up a year ago, and have been hooking up ever since. He asked me out on a date a month after we first hooked up and we then hung out a few more times. He was making an effort then and showing he liked me but I was still at school then, 3 hours away so we would just sleep together whenever we saw each other. But I did like him and he liked me. I finished school 6 months ago and moved back to where were both from. We never talked about what we were or our feelings and I just assumed it was casual. I pushed him away because I would only message him when I was drunk and we'd hook up when we were drunk because I thought he didn't like me. I think he felt I had rejected him a few months ago when he made a rude comment then tried to kiss me, and I didn't let him so he just left the bar. I was angry because I didn't know what we were and I told him we should just be friends. I didn't mean that, I just said it because I was upset. I've also done things like say he should be with other people because I thought he didn't like me. I liked him all along and he liked me. And now its just sex, physical which is not what I ever wanted. I just wanted to spend time with him. What do I do?
He is still always awkward and shy towards me when he first sees me and barley makes eyecontact with me.. makes me feel awkward too but after a few hours (or few drinks) we always gravitate towards eachother and end up together (talking and he'll always be close to me). We both admitted we like eachother when we talked drunk but have gotten no where.
But now I am moving away in a month does that change how he feels/acts? I found out he just went on a date with some girl last week and am very upset over it, but I did sleep with someone a few weeks ago too. What do I do? I just want to be with him. No more BS and I dont want anyone else


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  • He has strong feelings for you too but probably also felt you didn't like him anymore and just wanted sex. He also wants more than just sex but thinks you just want sex. Your two are both just confused with what the other is feeling and are both scared. You need to tell him everything, how you honestly feel..

    • I agree were both confused. I want to tell him how I feel.. Im just scared its too late