Does this make me a creep?

I've never had a girlfriend as I was rejected both times I asked a girl out and the rest I liked either already had a boyfriend, clearly have no interest in me, would be settling for me, or simply aren't worth the trouble and I'm losing hope I'll find someone. Anyways, when I get a chance to look at an attractive girls boobs or butt without them catching me in the act I can't help but look and I'm very shameful of it. Sometimes I feel I don't even deserve a girlfriend because of it. Does it make me a creep?
Does this make me a creep?
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