I am desperatly at an end, i feel so depressed, i dont even know what i am fighting for anymore, i am 24 and just woke up from life, i never really was aware of the world around me, what was happening around me untill now, but now i feel like its too late for me to start living, i wasted 7 years of my life, i have never been loved, i never had ''sex'', never had a boyfriend, and worst of all... i never lived on my own. I am angry at myself for letting so much time pass me by, where was i? how am i going to live on? dont i want to live as well? i ve wasted my young years and i hate myself for it, what am i going to do now? i have no stories to tell i have nothing anymore, i hate my mother she destroyed my life... i am so repressed it killing me... will people think im weird? will i ever make friends? will i ever enjoy life? how come i am seeing this now? am i autistic or something?
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I had most of the things in common with you at that age, it isn't that odd. I did have a good mother and father though... that is a big issue you are having. you need some positive in your life.
I've felt that before, and it is a waste of time. when you finally come to the conclusion that you have exactly the same thing as everyone else... possibly one more day, then you can start over like the rest of us.
Yes, get a new perspective on life and attitude. you know there are people a lot worse off than you who had great lives. Stop focusing on yourself, and focus on what you can do for others and what you can experience. That's all you can control.0