Should I be there for his birthday?

So I've been talking to this guy and I was clear about where I stood in terms of dating. I told him Im not looking for anyone right now as I just broke up with my ex (5 months ago) and just wanna be single. But I do have a thing for him which is why I've been hanging out with him. But its his birthday and he really wants me to be a part of it. I'm debating to be a part of it because I feel like its too soon and I don't want him to think he's special. By treating him like he's special, it makes me look easy like Ill do anything for any guy and thats not true. The only guy I've ever been that way with was my ex because he was my first love. This guy, yeah I have a thing for but its not like Im crazy about him. I do feel a little bad for not being a part of his bday since he was pretty much begging me to be. I do want to make him feel good on his birthday especially if I mean that much to him but at the same time, there's something in me thats telling me its not right. What should I do?
Should I be there for his birthday?
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