I've lost all interest in life... i can't seem to find any happines and i dont really want too. I dont feel like im good enough to have a boyfriend or sex or a social life, i feel like I've seen the dark side of life at an early age that i just lost all hope in life andcwhat it has to offer. By nature i was a very naive sweet loyal brave girl who tend to be a dreamer and wouldn't hurt a fly. I guess those type of people get depressed... i really want to live but i can't... nothing interests me anymore.. At 24 i might as well go another way. My family made me depressed.. I led an isolated childhood with a depressed mother.