My dream girl doesn't exist?

Anonymous
I fell in love and had my heart shattered, It was hard. I might fall in love again one day, I might not, who knows?

It made me realize that my dream girl does not exist in this world.

I just want a smart girl, who is easy going and funny. She won't play mind games, will be honest and understand me.

Now there are lots of girls like this I'm sure, but when you factor in that I'm really shy, reserved and its hard for me to open up... I just haven't clicked with anyone I've dated, it feels impossible to find her. I just want to naturally click with a girl who puts in a bit of effort too.

I just feel so alone, and this girl I want just doesn't exist. I'm sad, I really just want a deep connection with someone but It's hard to accept I will never have that.
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I guess I feel really unloved, Will a girl ever just love me for who I am?
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