Afraid of commitment/falling in love?

So I'm 19 years old and have never been interested in being in a relationship until now. But the thing is that I feel like I can't fully commit to one while balancing my uni life/friends/family etc. Earlier this year I felt like I was ready for a relationship and dated a guy for a month, but was so focused on him and neglected my studies and got bad grades. This was one of the few reasons why I broke up with him.

Is there anyone here who felt like they weren't ready for a relationship but ended up surprising themselves? I don't know what to do 😭
Afraid of commitment/falling in love?
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