I have had time to reflect on this, and I realize that some of this was my fault and that I could have prevented it. However, I can not help but feel that I have a lingering feeling of bitterness left over against men.
I still feel that they all want one thing even though I know that there are good men. I am taking the time the look for a job and focus on myself to make myself happy. I have not been with anyone in 4 years, and I have not had sex in 4 years.