I had a emotional abusive realtiontionship with a girl for 6 out of the 7 years we were together. I contracted HPV from the realtiontionship. Not really going to get in the specifics. I have graduated university 2 years ago and I have one more thing to do before I am " hire able ". I live at home and I don't feel like dating. There were some really cool girls that I connected with, but when it comes to "sealing the deal" I turn away and have this mental block to not do it. I almost feel like i hate women now. I see patterns in behaviour and it reminds me of my ex. I hate that I feel this way. I feel sexually fustrated and anxious at the same time which causes me to become cold. Any real suggestions or wisdom would be helpful.
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Take a break from it then0