I think I have to admit it. The girls I had a crush on are all very attractive.
I always think I'm attractive with acne because without my acne I would really believe I'm very hot and I find that sad now. I think these 8 years of ongoing acne was meant for me to not become a narcissist/egocentric douche. Everything has a reason, right?
The thing is. I don't want to date fat people, I would probably dump a girlfriend if she got fat during the relationship. I wouldn't date a girl with acne on her face, just her face, even if I had face, chest, back, butt acne and went through it.
I can completely feel empathy for those who are ugly because of genetics, know is wrong and I still would never date them. I am highly considering never dating. I haven't been kissed, touched in any seductive way and I think I wasn't born to live a life with another person. Not just because of my skin problem, but everything that has to do with what I want in life.
So as of now, if someone ask about relationships, I'd say I'm shallow as f*** because it's the way it is. I can't comeback from this. I'm sorry if I ever met a perfect girl that wouldn't care about this but it's not about that. I should be able to be acceptable to everyone, not like, but acceptable.