Guy one: been talking to for almost a year. Met online talked for a few months, met a couple of times then I stopped it but Missed him so we reconnected recently. starting to talk about meeting up again. Great conversations as friends sometime I'm not sure where we stand. We never talk about 'us'. We talk all the time and get along really well. Could fall for him. But worried we may not have that spark?
Guy two. Met briefly through a friend have seen each other a few times over the past year though our mutual friends events and stuff. Super charming and we seem to have a lot of chemistry but haven't pursued anything. I love the way we interact, I get excited about him but haven't been sure if he's interested.
Last night I had a dream about both of them. I'm having a bday soon so have invited lots of people. Both guys might be coming.
So the first dream I think it had to do with Guy 1 and maybe Guy 2. But both of them were more abstract versions of themselves. We were all going to a party so I was walking home to get ready and in my head I'm thinking about Guy one. But then Guy 2 walked up to me and started to charm me and flirt and acted the way I'd usually would in real. He was so charming and cute and we had a good vibe. I left and continued walking home to get ready. Thinking I was going to see just Guy 1 at the party but then the guy 2 came as well. And Guy 1 was socializing but was a little quiet maybe didn't have the same presence as the guy 2. But then when Guy 2 and I talked at the party it was weird and awkward and conversations was off and not natural, so bizarre that it woke me up lol.
will post second part of dream below.
(1) think this was a continuation of the same dream. But then my best friend and I were getting ready for a party (different party) it was some event at a hybrid of my high school and college. So we were getting ready and it was some sort of theme but I forget what it was but my friend had done her makeup really well, very theatrical and matched the theme of the party. And I showed up and I had forgotten to do my makeup (I'm in aesthetics/makeup professionally). Was unable to find/buy some.