I made a huge mistake by dating my second boyfriend. I knew I didn't feel the same way he felt about me, but he kept begging me to give him a chance and so I caved in. I know better now and will never do that again. I liked him as a person at first, but I never had any real feelings towards him, but thought that he would "grow on me". Needless to say, that never happened. I never felt as though I could be intimate with him and there was just something missing.
I have never dated anyone else and I have never felt "in love" with anyone else, of course. Is this due to inexperience since I've only dated two guys, maybe? It seems that most of my friends have been "in love" with several guys and some are even getting engaged and/or pregnant. That all seems in the distant future for me.