i live a whole-hearted, black or white world. i uphold my morals and im not big on risks and i am okay with that.
i met a guy last year... i found myself really attracted to him and he is smart and funny... and tall and cute. very well accomplished for his age and he pursued me for months! the problem is he had a girlfriend at the time and i had to fight with all thats in me to seem indifferent.
i kept bringing up their relationship. he never really said much about it. i have since left the company we were at together and he contacted me again. and eventually said he's no longer in the relationship.
i dont know if i believe him and even if he is telling the truth... he is still a guy who chased another girl for months while he was in a relationship and thats why i feel like i can't give him a chance.
id like to add that my dating life has been so quiet and i fear never loving again. he seemed like someone i could really like. i feel like we connected and thats why im questioning wether i made the right choice.
have i allowed my moral standards to cost me or could i have possibly done the right thing?