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Either you are boring and looking for someone else to be interesting, or you don't know yourself so after the initial high, you move on looking for something you will never find.
It also sounds like you are going through the motions, maybe are afraid of being alone and really have no idea why you are even doing the boyfriend / girlfriend thing.
You do not know yourself!
It's much easier to continue fooling around with guys than to take the time to get to know yourself at the deepest levels.
You aren't annoyed being around them, you are annoyed at yourself for seeking out the wrong thing (subconsciously).1THIS IS NOT RELEVANT ANYMORE