I love being by myself, heck if I'd choose it I'd not feel this way, but I can't help it, I just think about the possibilities. At times I can't get her out of my head, which sucks cause I like to concentrate on other stuff.
Should I pursue this? It's not like I'm against it, just would prefer not to but I guess sometimes emotions get a hold of you and you gotta do something. I appreciate any advice!