Im scared to lose my first kiss?

I haven't had my first kiss yet, and my boyfriend knows that im waiting a little bit to kiss him. Im so scared to lose it bc i want to make sure he's gonna stick around for a little bit first. Ig i just want to wait for the right time and person? But id be perfectly happy with my first kiss being with him, so why am i so scared? He tired to kiss me once, after telling me i was beautiful.. i have so many feelings for him.. what if he doesn't like the kiss?
Im scared to lose my first kiss?
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