I prioritize my education but feel like I have lost myself a little and feel like I depend on my boyfriend for a lot of my happiness. This was why the first breakup was so hard for me but I started to love myself then we got back together and I'm back to square one. When he's working or away I'm at home and have no idea how to occupy my time. I also just DONT want to do anything because I don't feel like it. I really only want to be with him as terrible as that sounds. He's my first boyfriend and I think I have a love addiction to him. I'm able to focus at school and work but dang I need to fix this. Any advice?