Everybody want something positive, I'm afraid he will be afraid of me if I tell him that I am sad..
I feel sad it's 'cause a friend of mine died of an unexpected medical problem, all of a sudden. I cried for days because he meant a lot to me. He had a girlfriend for years, but he cheated on her with me. I only know him for one year. I didn't want him to break up with his girlfriend, but we liked each other a lot, we sometimes did things together such like go out and go eating and go on vocations. But I haven't seen him for months already, this new date I know him only for weeks