Lately I've been feeling lost and confused about the future. I'm a sophomore in highschool and I'm just now realizing how close I am to becoming an adult and it scares the shit out of me. I have a boyfriend who I love so much and the thought of him and I parting ways makes me sad and I think I'd go crazy because I miss him everyday. But I don't know what I want to do with my life and I've been stressed about finding who I am and what I want to do for the rest of my life and I feel like being in a relationship holds me back. I get mad at him for no reason sometimes and I don't know why and that makes me really upset. I don't want him to think that I'm a lunatic and put pressure on him. I love him so much but I don't know what to do.