I've been with my boyfriend for a year and a half now and our relationship has been tested in every single way. I do love him but lately i've been feeling less enthusiastic about our relationship when he has come to visit. We used to live together but I had to leave and move back to my hometown, which was devastating for both of us. He is finally going to be coming to live in my town with me and we are going to be looking at a new apartment together. So... why am I not more excited?