I think, I'm worthless, everyone hates me, I honesty think everyone would be better off if, I wasn't born, I'm just a pain to everyone!!! Im honestly a joke and such a loser everyone mocks me constantly behind my back, I dont fit in and have no friends!!! I'm so slow at my job, I dont think that there is any point pursuing a career as a Nurse or RT because there is no way, I can function in the real world if, I can't do something easy like washing dishes quickly!!! Im never going to get a girlfriend either every girl in London is repulsed by me and avoids me like the plague!!! I honestly feel like giving up, Im so pathetic!