Most Helpful Guy
Unless you are 4'2", a size 9 is not fat. Ugly is a state of opinion, not fact. Carry yourself with dignity and treat yourself with dignity and you will draw attention. Don't be afraid to speak to people. They won't see you with the negative light you are shining on yourself.
Most Helpful Girl
Uhh... if you're fat as a size 9 then I'm a damn beached whale as an 18!! Lol 😂 I'm also 5'9" though. It all depends on how you carry yourself. While I highly doubt you actually are fat, my one suggestion for people of ANY size is to please get the right size clothes! If something gives you a muffin top and you're a size 9, then it clearly does not fit properly! Trust me!