This happened for complete semester. But we never were able to talk to each other. Then she stopped coming to much in library n barely get to see her. And in my last semester i cudnt bare it and i wrote her messages on instagram saying that i rwally like her and i told her that i use to sit wid my frnd and i use to see u in library.
She dis not reply but her sister sent me a follow request and thwn i asked her sister why do u want to follow did ur sister asked u to do so? Her sister replied saying yes bcoz she doesn't know who the heck u r. I cud see the heat in her mesaage so i politely wrote to the person i like that y did u tell to ur sis? She still did not reply then i messages her y the next day and very mature of u to tell everyone.
She finally replied saying ohh my fault wanting to know who my stalker is. I said to her tht i did not follow u or took ur number from someone and all n i said sorry to her if she feels tht way. She said its fine. Then i said her i use to see her everyday in library studying and u were the only decent girl i ever saw. She asked me who i am? I said i cannot for now. Then she said wasn't that d purpose of ur message to know u? Then we did exchange some messages and i told her how i feel about her. She said she has a boyfriend thts y my msgs took her aback. I told her ok and i deleted my profile n stopped thinking. Kept a stone on my heart n was happy for her but its killing me a lot. I cried and i cannot focus on anything bcoz every time i think of something i cannot stop imagining her and dream about her.
Please help what to do. Its been 2 months
One more thing i am indian and she is Spanish. I love her. I m dying wisout her. I nvr felt this way for anyone in my life. I ❤️ her a lot