So fast forward to the break between semesters.
I felt like I was doing a disservice to her, and suggested breaking up if my schedule was too full. I F-ed up. I was completely idiotic to say that to the woman I love. I honestly can't believe I would AGAIN say something stupid and hurt her.
Fast forward to the present.
She calls me and says she doesn't think the relationship will work since I suggested breaking up if I'm too busy, and because she doesn't want to be hurt again. However, she gave me a second chance because she feels our relationship is special, and we are supposed to meet up later in the week. This is when I truly saw how horrible I have been and that she really loves me.
I just want to keep her forever, but she doesn't really want to talk (understandably) until I meet her later in the week. I'm just worried I'm gonna get a message saying it's over. I don't feel like there is anything I can do right now.
What should I do? I know I can never hurt her again, but other than that? How can I show her how much I want her? I just feel so lost now.
Thank you in advance.