Every guy that I've connected with so far turned out to be a dick. I feel like I'm expected to be perfect when I just want to be myself. I'm afraid of being vulnerable cause any guy can just take advantage of that. Guys always want to rush when I want to take it slow and when I take it slow, they immediately get turned off. I don't even know how to date. There are awkward silences everywhere. Dating is awful. I don't know if I'm the problem or dating is the problem.