Three years ago, I married. Now I have a child as well. Before my marriage, I had an affair with a very beautiful girl. She trusted me and loved me very much. She wanted to marry me. But I cut all ties with her when I got married. She never contacted after that and never disturbed our life. Now I miss her terribly. I feel I hurt her and have lost a very good person who loved me so purely. Many times, I wish to call her. But I don't know if she'd talk or not.