So I find a guy that I like, usually they are way younger than me and I can't have them. But I find myself obsessed and jealous when any other girl is around him. Also I seem to think that the guys are so into me when they really aren't and when i ask them out they blindside me by saying they aren't interested. I don't get it. Am I that ugly or something? I read into it too much I guess.. Anyways just don't know if I'm alone in this or if others deal with the same thing as me. Thanks.