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In everyday life, I have no desire to think of my first ever girlfriend. At all.
Sometimes I think of her when I am reflecting on my love life.
She definitely had an impact because she ultimately changed I would handle all my future relationships. As with every partner, they mould you.
It seems she misses me a lot more than I miss her. Because I still get a sporadic text from her, when she gets lonely.
When I get drunk I often think it's a goodidea to send her a text and say sorry etc. But I have never acted upon this because I just don't see the point. I don't love her anymore. Simple as that.