I've tried, and tried. I can stick to anything. I'm undesirable, and I'm ugly. Even got called a 3/10. It's ruining my self esteem, a guy told me I looked good (what does that mean) said I had a nice smile and a great personality. Does that mean he's not attracted to me? I'm sure he can do better than me. I'm a bigger girl, I'm sure he's just talking to me out of pity. I'm considering diet pills, and starving myself to get a good body. Anywhere I can get diet pills for?