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What's wrong with me?

Every time I'm dating someone or in a relationship Im apathetic

Like when I'm with them I really like them but when they aren't around I'm apathetic.
I did this with my ex who loved me, until we broke up and I missed him like crazy.
I'm dating someone new now and really like him. He's handsome, fit, caring and he really likes me.

I don't want to ruin it because of feeling apathetic when I'm not with him however when I'm with him I really do like him.

I had a very traumatic and abusive childhood but I don't think it affects me in any other area except relationships.
What's wrong with me?
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