I’m 23. I’ve had really crappy experiences in dating, never have felt in love or had any good experience truth be told. I’m to blame, I have chased dead ends and guys who were not right for me. But now, here I am, and I have many suitors. I am asked out and pursued by men on the regular... yet, now I can’t feel anything and nothing they do seems original or exciting anymore. I do believe in love and caring for others, but romantically I don't know. I find I’m even more careless with others because guys were once careless with me, so it has become normalized in my head. Words I say are just words, and it’s like I respond to guys without emotion. Interactions with men used to be novel, but they aren’t anymore. I don't know if it’s because i am hit on more since I became more attractive through puberty, but since it happens a lot I also don’t care anymore. And it has given me a lot of taste of various guys and honestly I feel disgusted, bored, annoyed by it/them all. I feel bad because there are genuine guys and I don’t want to miss out or treat them poorly because I feel so heartless currently but I also can’t help it feeling like I have nothing in my chest that makes me care anymore. What’s going on?