I have extreme trouble moving on from a crush.
She broke my heart three years ago...
And I was on a emotional roller coaster,
It was the first time I have fell in love with someone...
I never got closure and I'm not even sure what happened... I asked for closure, I told her how I felt... But she wouldn't give me it... I'm not sure if she wanted attention or if she was just innocent/friendly...
I feel really guilty, I should have done things different, said different things... And I cost myself the love of my life...
And I can't get over her
I've tried dating others, hobbies and even therapy but nothing has helped me...
She broke my heart three years ago...
And I was on a emotional roller coaster,
It was the first time I have fell in love with someone...
I never got closure and I'm not even sure what happened... I asked for closure, I told her how I felt... But she wouldn't give me it... I'm not sure if she wanted attention or if she was just innocent/friendly...
I feel really guilty, I should have done things different, said different things... And I cost myself the love of my life...
And I can't get over her
I've tried dating others, hobbies and even therapy but nothing has helped me...
Updates:
I blame myself... Maybe I should have asked better, or said it in a different way or maybe forced/confronted her till I got an answer?
I just feel like such a failure... How did I fail so much?