Most Helpful Girl
That's understandable. You are only 18 years old. You might need to figure out what you want to do, what you can do and what you should do with your life before you decide on a woman that is compatible with that vision. Until your vision is strong enough - I don't think its a good idea to date anybody because you might find this person hinders you later on or that you hinder them. Too much tension and there could be a painful break up - its happened to 3 of my cousins so far (nobody in my parents generation in my family is divorced though).
Most Helpful Guy
Resltionships can be so gooddddd and bad at the same time. You have to choose wisely and if you are going to love someone make sure to have an exit so you dont get left hurting. But start a relationship I would say, it's so nice and would make you learn a lot of stuff and new experiences.