Most Helpful Guy
Life comes with ups and downs just because you lost your job and you are feeling as a dead weight over your boyfriend you don't need to overthink it. A relationship needs commitment and trust that a couple stays together with same love and compassion on a sunny or rainy days.
Keep looking for a job , and tell him how sad ya feel, and how lucky you are to have him beside you. Also I like one of the suggestion about how you could rather than asking to go out for Food you could try to cook his favourite meals, helping him with his house chores, not intending to imply it as a payback but do it to spend more time together.
Most Helpful Girl
Yes, stop saying you're hungry and making him feel like he has to take you out to eat. Instead say hey let's make something to eat, tastes better and healthier. Talk to him, especially since you mentioned he seems annoyed.