But he can’t handle his emotions, he is what you call Emotionally Unavailable. We’ve spoken about it & agreed to just be friends, nothing more right now & see what happens. But I’m finding it very hard to do because I am in love with him & I honestly think he feels the same but he can’t handle it.
We talk all the time, sometimes up till 2am texting. He flirts with me, I catch him staring at me an awful lot & yesturday he said I look hot in white & said he finds me incredibly attractive. But he just wants friendship at the moment because he can’t deal with anything more & that’s OK because I don’t need a relationship right now. But it’s very hard just being friends when I want to just kiss him whenever I see him. We have a no touching rule because he has a serious effect on me with the smallest touch, I find it difficult when he touches me when sex is off the menu. It was his idea to not have sex.
He says he cares about me & I’m special but he just can’t deal with emotions or talk openly about the way he feels. It’s obvious he cares about me from the way he acts around me & from talking all the time. But from just talking every day, I’m falling more and more for him!
I can cope with waiting for him, I’m very patient but I can’t cope with hiding the way I feel about him. I feel I can’t tell him I love him because I don’t want to pressure him! I’ve said I wouldn’t pressure him & he’s in control of the situation. But I have to face the possibility he can never deal with his emotions, what if he decides he can only ever be friends?