It've had one night stands which I hate, I don't like not actually liking/having a connection with my partner, but it seems to be the only sort of relationship which works for me.
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As a girl, I can honestly say that her "excuse" was how she genuinely felt. If the girl didn't like you, she wouldn't have wasted her time on the days she sent out with you, and she wouldn't have let it get so far as to let you kiss her, boo. She was probably being honest when she said that she likes you, but isn't ready for a relationship.
I'm so sorry that you feel rejected. It's one of the worst feelings in the world. But think of it as a mood: its gonna be there, then its gonna be gone. You just have to push past it and love your own self