Anyway I went on a date with a 26 yr old a few months ago who had a real good personality, interesting career but only one major problem; she's about 20-30 lbs overweight. I still have a six pack (somewhat). She did the bumble angles to fool me a bit which pissed me off when I met her. But I decided to give her a nice first date. It's easy to be yourself around women you are not that physically interested in. Some good joking around/convo is also the right mindset to get my mind trained right for how to act when I meet the girl I'm very attracted to.
So after a few drinks I did kiss her. Also we hung out a second time with my buddy and his girl. That time we went a bit further, but I told myself I didn't want to touch home plate with a bigger girl. Don't want her getting too attached/hopes up and heaven forbid if I had an accident with her. So I stopped at that. We texted a few times but I never invited her to hang out again.
Anyway we started texting again today. I got rejected five times in a row in the last week, so I texted her up for the hell of it. I just asked her how's she's doing. I'm tempted to ask her for a hook up. The worst that can happen is she say's no, but if we do do it... well I don't want her to get all attached either. I can tell she had her hopes up about me. I don't like screwing people over. I've only done it sparingly in my life and it's been done plenty of times to me.