But the issue here is that I had a plan, finish university this year (the hardest part is coming), then get a job beginning 2019, then save some money and buy a car, then asked this girl out. I had this plan because right now I don't own a car, I don't have much money, and I'm going to have a lot of work in the university this next 5 months.
I really like this girl, I know her since we were 10 years old, although we were never friends as far as I know, but she was always really nice to me and the few times we've talked we got along pretty well and I always make her laugh. So I really don't want to mess up this opportunity, or let it pass by, but I don't feel ready to start dating her if that's were this is going to lead.
Maybe I'm overreacting but we've never done anything like this before so I don't know what to think. She's really nice to me, although not much with everybody else, she's kind of "I hate most people" kind of person (the same as I) but she've always told me I'm one of the few people she doesn't hate. She've dated a lot of guys but it never have ended well, she complains that some of them were assholes after some time, and I have a nice guy reputation.