I've a hard time expressing my excitement and it may seem like I don't like him a lot while I do. A lot. And I'm looking forward but I'm scared / insecure, based on previous bad experiences: suddenly canceling the day beforehand, disappearing, etc. So I'm trying to calm down my feelings in order to "protect" myself.
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Be as honest as you are comfortable being, e. g., say your shy and you want to take Things slow instead of saying you are insecure, because that has a much more negative connotation