I don't care if he doesn't like me back, but I'm hurt he didn't see me as a friend. I think I drove him off with my emotional impulsive tendencies and being overbearing, which is definitely something I have to work on -- baggage I brought from my ex and I's relationship that I haven't completely healed from.
I told him I was going to move on because I wanted to keep in touch and talking to him while having feelings wasn't ideal for me since it made me emotional and thanked him for the closure. He's stopped talking since then, ignoring all of my emotional impulsive morning snaps (we talk on Snapchat) while simultaneously opening them at the same time. He deleted me, but then readded me on Snapchat as well (and I added back). In my stupidity, I asked if that meant he wasn't interested in hooking up anymore and he said "too awkward".
It's been an emotional week of impulsive messages coming from me while he's silent through it all. I've finally calmed down and I'm beginning to see how stupid and desperate I came off as we didn't even date.
At this point, I think I do want to keep in touch with him afterward but I'm wondering if he'll be willing to. If he doesn't see me as a friend, is it possible to get back into his good graces so that we can keep a friendship? What should I do to get there?