though he says all of this, i don’t know if he’s telling the truth. Deep down I just am so scared (in the past I was in an abusive relationship and he said the same things, but this current one isn’t abusive.) because of the past and I don’t want to be hurt again. I don’t feel lovable even though I do feel loved with my current boyfriend. It’s just a mess and I’m kinda afraid that he still has feelings for a person he once loved even though he told me he didn’t, never ever talks about said person, and was the one to distance himself from that person.
I don't know, do you think he’s telling the truth that he loves me? And am I being paranoid?