My ex and I dated for 4 to 5 months. It's been 4 years since I have seen him. Even though our relationship wasn't long I always had a strong connection with him. He's a drug addict who is on the wrong path. I just found out that he has been locked up since January. I just now wrote him a letter and put money on my phone so he can call me.. I'm married and have 2 kids. But for some reason I always feel like I have to take care of him when he's locked up. Maybe I still love him? I'm not sure... why do I keep doing this?