My last relationship I broke up with my ex multiple times. It just was different towards the end, he would ignore me for video games. I got a rental car to drive to see him (we live an hour away from each other). I was so excited to see him, and he sends a video of a naked random girl and made me insecure I told him and he didn't apologize. He always makes fun of me for going vegetarian, always talks about him hunting (idc he hunts, I respected that he did). I just feel like I'm a shit person... :/ I just want a decent man, I don't know what I am though. Ugh.. why am I like this?