My family had intervention about me my girlfriend (way she been treating me). They saw lot of the abuse especially my sister when she moved in for while. She beats me (over dumb shit like dishes not giving her money even though she makes as much as me ect) it took her seeing with her own eyes because I'm amatue boxer so always have shiners. Anyway when they talk I agree with them but when they start bad talking my girlfriend I get mad and defensive I make excuses for her like she's girl so she can do it not same as domstic violence. I feel lucky to be with her because she's so beautiful and poetically deep her poetry her personality her speech everything is beautiful until she gets angry. I love her but why she very beautiful poetic mind I feel like she can control me with each poem for something different what is this anyone ever experienced this? And should I try end it if so how? Why do I feel so deeply for her?