So, yes, I feel like I am forever alone... and, yes, I know that it is most likely my fault. I'm not attractive, I'm fat, and I'm pretty closed off. Sure, everyone tells me to just open up a bit more and to approach new people, but it's not so easy for me. I look at all these beautiful, thin girls with outgoing personalities and I know that I'll never be one. I know that I'll never be asked out on a date. I know that I'll never be seen as pretty. I know that I'll never have a close romantic relationship with someone. So, what is it about these girls that men see as attractive? Does it matter that much if I'm not super thin with long blonde hair and blue eyes? Is it really only about how I look? Because, if so, that's fucked up.