I don’t really want to be with the guy I am seeing atm because I haven’t seen him in 4 weeks because he had carona symptoms he was isolating & then this time I am going to parents for the weekend And the other 2 weekends before that he forgot to meet me. (Rude I know!) He never really plans dates too. I have let so much shit slide that he has done and now I’m not really feeling it much after not seeing him for ages. He said he is missing me loads and I did say I miss him too but deep down inside I actually don’t miss him and I’m not even bothered about meeting him. I just feel really bad like I don’t even know what to say. I’m meant to be seeing him on Monday I don’t know weather just to say to him I am busy? I think my heart is not in it anymore and I don’t really know what to say to him anymore. Can anyone give me any ideas? I feel as if there’s something better out there for me like my whole body is telling me there is and to leave him. What could I do?