I’ve liked this guy for five years, and he’s not even a good person. He has been out of my life for almost 6 months but I still think about him daily. He’s a pathological liar, and about the stupidest things. He doesn’t care about anyone but himself, not even his own mother. I gave and gave, risked friendships for him, just for him to play with my emotions. He also does a lot of different drugs (not meth or heroine), and has also forced (not aggressively) me into doing it with him. Given all the shit I know about him, I can’t get over him. I also can’t get rid of the hope that he is a better person than he really is. I keep on using his shitty family history as an excuse for his actions but sadly my heart speaks louder than my mind.
I’d like to just add that he only forced me to smoke marijuana, so nothing major.